I am Elvyin Ignatius Stiffler!!
And i am proud of who i am!!
I run my own destiny!! And i am a happy go lucky person!!
I talk a lot!!I love talking!! It's fun!! ^^
peace out!! :)
June 30th, 2011
June 25th, 2011
Life is a bitch!!
Espicaly with parents around!! Life feels so tough whenever they are in it!!They think the decision they made is the best choice!! but they dun’t!! I never Trusted My FATHER neither did i trust anyone in my family!! Coz whatever they did always affected me! They can’t see the change netiher can they believe in me.If only they knew how much i had grown and how much i had changed…bt then no one will ever understand me….After all the shit i have done who would? At times i blame myself..at time i hurled abuses at them in my heart!!! But still the ultimate fault lies with me and no one else!”I wanna runaway and never say goodbye” this is the version tht was given by linkin park… Bt for me I wanna Run away and say goodbye to everyone!!! I have my plans in life and i ain’t gonna let any one thwart it!! My life battle will be the hardest!! For freedom and for my own life!! i choose this path and i know what i want!!! I have to…
June 8th, 2011
Sometimes i wonder what my hearts want!!
Ur name runs on my head all the time!
In the morning.. in the showers.. 24/7
head is so tired!! but at times i just wanna avoid the fact
that i think i like you!! But how would i know if you would accept me!
what difference am i from all the other guys you have met?
Only time will tell!! but i am still figuring out what my heart wants…maybe when i made heart is decided i would go all out!! for now i enjoy being ur friend!! ^^
May 28th, 2011
Hatred is such a sin
Never have i felt so much hatred for a person at all.. Even when i hated sme1 after awhile it just dies down.. N i go bck to forgiving tht person.. But my hatred for my father just keeps growing and growing each day.. Why do i feel this way? :( the feeling is the same as wanting to bash a person up.. My anger may or may not be justified i dun knw.. I knw i am reaching my boiling poiny for my father. And idk how to stp it and y!
May 21st, 2011
I am disappointed i have turn into a monster
What is wrong with me!! I lost myself today.
And it just wasn’t me even thou i know i am nt like that ….being drunk doesn’t gives me the right to abuse people with words. how could i have use the most harshest words on my friends? he didn’t even deserve it and honestly even after all tht he helped me even after tht..all he did was advise me but what did i say? I insulted him so badly tht he was hurt to the max.I honestly knw hw u wud have felt at the moment i been thru it before..and for me to do this to u I really am sorry!!
I couldn’t even differentiate best friend from father. I am so disappointed in myself to the max for what ever i did!
None of my friends deserve whatever that has happened to them today they dun deserve the trouble that i cause them!! I REALLY REALLY AM SORRY GUYS!! I NEVER MEANT TO DO ALL THIS!… I honestly dun know how to face each and every one of u right now!! I AM SORRY!
May 6th, 2011
I learn something today.. U wanna know what is that? Blood relations are crap and friends are way better thn family. But not all friends are worth trusting either.
April 30th, 2011
I became a free thinker.
April 30th, 2011
I told the truth but u never believed me But when i told the biggest lie u believe every word i say
April 27th, 2011
It sucks when u are thrown in a corner !!
no one beside you!!
it sucks when no one is there to hear you out!! esp your parents!!
where the only thing they wanna hear right now is ur results and nth else!.
Favourtism shud be a sin!!
coz my dad is a ass hu always do what my brother wants!!
honestly he is gna spoil him and it ain’t my fault!!
Parents shud stop breathing down on their kids necks!!
espically when they keep finding problem with every single thing u do!! Pissing off!!
honestly at times i wished i had someone whom i can talk to for like the whole day!!
Someone hu wud be by my side!! supporting me… keeping me company!! and always there!!
April 26th, 2011
(via flawlessdelusion)
